Sunday, February 27, 2005
As things draw nearer, they seem to be drifting away...
I don't know if this applies to you guys out there, but it definitely applies to me...
Perhaps it's just my hyperactive paranoiac side of my brain taking control...
But is it always the mind taking control? I certainly hope not... I want to be free, of this culprit which is frequently distrupting my perception... In another words, oversensitive...
Now, I shall not let my mind take charge now... It's what comes that will...
Come what may...
My friends, anticipate in changing me, into a brand-new-kai...
Yours truely, Zhikai
|4:40 AM|
Friday, February 25, 2005
Once bitten, twice shy...
I can truefully understand this... The change in behaviour towards others so as to not commit the same mistake...
The fear of losing fills my every nerve...
The feeling of falling from grace still daunt me...
But what happened has already happened; there's no turning back... I gotta accept them as they are, and learn to never lose the regained and the new ones again...
Perhaps, i's not as bad as it seems... For what I always know, there is often a blessing in disguise in every unhappy incident... Crying over it just means crying it over... Afterwhich, it will be a brighter day...
Like what Kenneth has told me, everything happened for a cause. God made us lose things to teach us how to cherish...
True enough, I cherish what I currently have even more...
Can you guys feel it too?
Yours truely, Zhikai
|12:27 PM|
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Must be wondering what makes me wanna blog again... Well, what makes me stop then? I just feel that blogging has lost the meaning for me... Every entry I used to write in seemed to be filled with so much melancholy that they are not worth reading...
Now, I'm writting the first chapter of a new story... A story filled with happiness...
It's about me and you guys out there... You are the story....
Be inspired...
Yours truely, Zhikai
|5:49 AM|
