Friday, June 24, 2005
I'm listening to the song I've searched for years now.
All thanks to Vicnan who help me searched for the song with a small excerpt I gave him.
It's "Bizarre Love Triangle" by Frente!
It's just so sweet. So pure, so simple.
And I've been doing "literature" lately, music interpretation as a practice.
Okay, you guys will be, "ya right, Zhikai? Preparing for exam?"
*Hide my face in my plams* I've not been doing my work, can? Satisfied?
Going to school almost everyday to study with Estee. But 80%-90% of the time, we are like talking.
How? I'm lost, like the new serial on Channel 5 every Thursday, 10 pm. Very nice show, I must say. But my lost is not that kind of lost, and I so wish I will be in their shoes instead.
Anyway, I was talking about music interpretation.
I so want to share what I learnt from these songs I put in my handphone. 'Cause the storage is low, I only added the best songs, at least in my opinion.
1.Angel- Sarah McLaclan
Soothing music. Nice voice. But melancholic content. Pardon me if you think I'm wrong. It's SUCIDAL!
"Arms of the angel" refers to the ascend to heaven.
"Memories seep from my vein" refers to the slitting of wrist.
2.Best I ever had- Vertical Horizon
Well, nice voice which I so don't have. That's why I prefer listening to female vocalist. Anyway, it's a song for break-up. So I don't understand why is it found in my sister's playlist that her boyfriend created for her.
3.Raindrops keep falling on my head- Danny Elfman
Now then I know, the raindrop is a metaphor for troubles. Slow ya? But some people may not know, right? But I can never be like the person in that song. Who stands strong in spite of the trouble after trouble. Aspiring though.
4.Do you have a little time- Dido
Pure intuition of mine, and what I feel. We need to slow down sometimes, and look into what we've missed out. We may not even know what we are missing. And most of the time- our family.
5.Life for rent- Dido
I feel like I'm in her situation. Owning things that is not what I've fought for, what I earned. Sometimes to the extent, we don't deserve what we have at the moment. And this lead to the desserting of what she has in search of something that she can truely call hers. No doubt, she fails miserably. I don't intend to throw away what I am given like she did. What to do when I'm just pampered?
6.A Perfect Lie- The Engine Room [Nip Tuck OST]
I don't have to explain this song. The song is just so nip tuck. But I did pondered. How do we actually define perfect? And looking nice does not mean looking beautiful, this is what many will say! Ai yah, trying to console themselves only. Haha... Then can I ask? Attempting to look good doesn't make your soul any uglier right?
That's all. Thanks for reading until this line, I will usually give up when I see such long post in other blogs.... Haha...
Yours truely, Zhikai
|1:31 AM|
Friday, June 10, 2005
Guilty!!!
I've been slacking my days away.
Sleep, eat, more sleep and searching for more food!!!
What of waste of time and resources? 'Cause these have never gave me an increase in body mass.
What to do when I can't get myself to study? Nothing I guess... I'm just too extreme; I can never mix work with play.
Alright, I shall set my heart to work myself to death next week onwards.
Any sucidal ones out there? Join me in the making!
Yours truely, Zhikai
|3:39 PM|
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Just came back home yesterday night after 2 camps...
It's been a great time, spending time out of house. It's not that I don't like spending time with my family, it's just that I want to be away sometimes. Okay, that doesn't really explain. Haha...
Anyway, the first CIP camp was great. A total leisure camp!!!
I love my group, Group 3!!! Haha, the things we talked are you-know-what...
Second day, we went to the child-care centre... Well, I don't really love kids, and I'm a sucker at handling them. I started off bad by being too "friendly" which deemed me a creepy-kor kor, but it turned out fine soon after. I managed to attract a group of kids, the People People (all girls), following me around, can't figure that out either. I feel rather molested though, they're a little too touchy...
I joined the dancers after the CIP camp ended... Not really enthusiastic about that initially, because I hardly know any year ones and they are all girls. Well, I slowly got to know them better, which is great... Learnt how to play Hearts, slept at 3 plus 4, after playing hearts and pestering Ben to talk to me. Indian Dance's super cool! And Tango just rocks, cheering away when we got last!
That's it I guess... I concluded these 2 camps the most leisure, not the most fun, but 2 of the most fruitful ones...
Yours truely, Zhikai
|8:31 PM|
Sunday, June 05, 2005
It's another birthday.
Happy birthday, Kenneth!!!
I'm feeling happier these days, especially yesterday.
Don't know why I was smiling to myself before I fall asleep as I thought of the happenings these days. I got nothing more to ask for with all these friends around me... I so love the time spent with my beloved classmates, we rock! Except for someone la, you guys should know who, haha...
I'm happy. [full stop]
Or should I use the full stop used by our one and only Eunice? [stupid].
HAHA!!!
Yours truely, Zhikai
|3:41 PM|
