Monday, May 29, 2006
This is quite dumb but it's already Monday and I'm about to blog about Friday and Saturday... I could have just changed the dates but just feel that I should be a bit more genuine than that when I'm blogging.
Anyway, on Friday, it's guitar night. But I already set out to meet Stephanie(Stef) to do some shopping. Okay, not really some but quite a bit of it. Stef's not very happy these days so we decided to shop as a form of therapy, for her, but I supposed I got more stuff than she did in the end. Here's my list of items purchased that day:
Necklace, $7.90
Watch, 2 for $18.90, one for myself the other for Stef
Bokano T-shirt, $32
Biblical(the design is based on quotes in the bible) T-shirt, $19.90
7 biblical badges from the same store, $5.20
Well, ICON is just a place full of temptations. There's this shop that sells tops from Europe and I DIDN'T buy anything from there 'cause I aready overspent. Sad sad sad... I can't believe Himbo is only gonna spent like less than $100 for Great Singapore Sales (GSS). Any sugar-mummies or daddies out there who wanna sponsor me? Haha...
Then on Saturday, I had to work to cover up for my losses. It's a cool workday, 'cause I got more visitors(as in friends). Kero came 'cause I told him to, and he accompanied me for lunch and some time in the shop as my bosses were out. Well, he earned himself quite a bit of free ice-cream, my favourite durian and peanut, but still thanks Kero for taking the trouble to come. Then Stef came, this I didn't tell her to... But thanks Stef for keeping me accompanied too and also the KinderSurprise. She too got free ice cream, apple and forest berries.
And so it is, all I've gotta say unless you want me to write about the boring 2 days I've spent at home. So, till next time, bye... God bless...
Yours truely, Zhikai
|4:48 PM|
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Madness.
Spasticism.
Craziness.
Today, or rather the day that has passed, was a day full of all these.
All own it to the really crazy class, 05S213, full of mad people who are always do spastic things.
Bus ride to the soccer match was everything but boring. The most crazy and fun Truth or Dare I've played so far in my life. Was laughing, screaming and blushing all at the same time.
*Breathe in, breathe out*
During the soccer match, I believed our class was the loudest group of people, at least at the side we were at. Shouted my lungs out. Screamed my voice away. Sure you guys how loud I am, haha...
After soccer match, went for dinner at bugis. 16 out of 26(minus 1, haha... Best friend), were present. That's not the main thing. After dinner me, Darly and Alethea and Teck Teng, had a bath out of agreement at the fountain. Although Teck cheated, going in when the water is dying out, which of course I wouldn't allow to happen. So I dragged him into it and stalled enough time to make sure he is soaked. Fight and struggle were definitely not avoidable. And also not to leave out, the hugging of "dry" people in trying to make them get some blotches at least. And the mad and really wet us sang "We are from **" (according to the tune of Queen's "We are the Champion". And the tourists around were taking photos of this perhaps unspottable scene in Singapore.
Lunatic, really.
Will keep this fun-filled day in memory forever. Lastly, I love you guys lots.
05S213 rocks my life!
Yours truely, Zhikai
|8:58 AM|
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Hello to one and all once again...
Often feel like blogging when I get strong feelings and when you know there is audience.
Anyway, went to church today. And with much anticipation beforehand. Due to the busy schedule of planning the CIP event, I sort of drifted away from dear Lord, and missed one week of church. Which now, I know is a wrong choice as the spirit can't sustain without the presence of God.
Was pretty much shattered by the unbearable stress and more stress. Thought I could make the event a success with my own hands and with help from friends (meaning: no prayer or calling for God's help), until Thursday I realised my mistake. The event was not a single bit like what I wanted it to be. Chaos. Small crowd. Bad response. Lousy time management. So I prayed for the event for the next day on that night.
And Friday came, and it was everything I wanted it to be. Some may say it's Thursday's experience that made it possible. I beg to differ. I say it's God, and I suppose no one should attempt to refute this 'cause I got the first hand experience of this, so i know best what was the impediment for the success.
Anyway, shall end here. I realised I'm writting in a narrative which is not very much like the usual me. Well, till next time, perhaps I'm just very unstable, which is very much like me. Whatever it is, this is Zhikai blogging, no doubt abut it.
Yours truely, Zhikai
|6:30 PM|
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Yesterday was a really happy day for me.
Hallelujah. My CG-initiated CIP was a hit in the canteen, and everything went smoothly. Cindy and gang were steady, Azlyn and Muslim were "whoo...". I was also very satisfied with my rendition of "Knocking on Heaven's Door", which Hyun Woo (aka John) helped played on the guitar, the mood was right which explains the almost total silence after I ended the song. Meaning: almost no applause.
Or maybe I was just rotten lousy but I would rather not think of that, and shall accept the null hypothesis.
Band concert was fun too. Had loads of fun and laughters and most importantly, madness with the new gang of people whom I just got to know this year: Teck Teng (aka Kero), Daryl (aka Darly). Too bad Tian Wen (aka Orange) and John couldn't share the joy, but I suppose and certainly hope that there will be other chances.
On my way home alone, I went into the solemn and paranoiac self which I so hate, as mentioned a few times, my mood often gets unexplainably low after much fun and joy. I was fretting that this may not last and that my friends may misunderstood me somehow as being a real gay for acting that "intimate" with them. It's definitely cynical and absolutely inappraopriate of me to think as such, some might say. But I'm saying this because this has happened and it is definitely not a funny business, at least for me as I'm being punished for something I'm darn not guilty of.
However, I do hope that history will not repeat and I would want to trust the love my friends have for me.
Whatever it is, I now have God with me, and He shall never abandon me.
Yours truely, Zhikai
|5:12 PM|
